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I made a cake. I found a cake mix. It's good. I love baking.
Anyways, yeah. You might have heard I was in the hospital..yeah. Well, I tried to kill myself. And guess who found me? I was so stupid. But I was in so much pain and honestly I'm not over it.
I woke up and he was there, he was in the hospital waiting for me. I think that we're meant to be together, or he wouldn't have been there to find me or anything. Uh, I'm gonna cry again. Ew.
I'm going back to group. I need to talk about things that I can't tell Jess or anyone. But he's like...stepping up to the plate and playing Daddy and husband. I think we're back together. I don't know, and if I ask I could be hurt again. fuck that.
Haiden and I are gonna go watch a movie or go play or something. I need to earn brownie points with her. I've put her through alot and she's not even 1 yet. Sigh.
Anyways, yeah. You might have heard I was in the hospital..yeah. Well, I tried to kill myself. And guess who found me? I was so stupid. But I was in so much pain and honestly I'm not over it.
I woke up and he was there, he was in the hospital waiting for me. I think that we're meant to be together, or he wouldn't have been there to find me or anything. Uh, I'm gonna cry again. Ew.
I'm going back to group. I need to talk about things that I can't tell Jess or anyone. But he's like...stepping up to the plate and playing Daddy and husband. I think we're back together. I don't know, and if I ask I could be hurt again. fuck that.
Haiden and I are gonna go watch a movie or go play or something. I need to earn brownie points with her. I've put her through alot and she's not even 1 yet. Sigh.