Sep 27, 2004 09:26
i am not exempt. i should learn to take my own advice. "well what did you expect." it's not so much what i expected, but what i believed in. i never wanted to be this close anyway, i knew better, but he just made it seem so real and so strong. i was weak. what should i believe now, it's never gonna be the same. i'll just placate myself by saying maybe someday it'll be better, someday when he learns to execute the number one rule and remember that i exist even while some other cunt is stroking his ego. fuck old friends! what about your girl right now! fuck her too, she let you let her down, it's her own fault for letting your that close and believing in the two of you too much. make it better.