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best friends means...
so i spent about an hour reading xangas and finding out that one of the reasons i feel so diconnected with someof the people i used to be friends with is because they all stopped writing in their livejournals and went to xangas. i spent about an hour thinking about how detached i felt from my "friends" lately and how i dont even know some of my best friends anymore, while they all seem to be closer to eachother than ever. i spent an hour thinking how amazing it is that something like livejournal or xanga can bring prople together. but as i was reading i realized that some of these kids are really lame and have changed, and i dont like what they have become, not that its bad how they have changed, just not who i am and i feel abandonned, but at the same time i kinda feel like i abanndonned them, and it may seem shallow or egotistical, but the point is that i dont care. i dont care that these people or myself are not who we used to be, or even who we say we are. but i still feel wierd, sad almost, but not really, wait yeah...sad. well no one is even going to read this, they all have fucking xangas now. lj and xangas are both lame. fuck them. this is the kind of shit that make people want to do drugs, i think.
so i spent about an hour reading xangas and finding out that one of the reasons i feel so diconnected with someof the people i used to be friends with is because they all stopped writing in their livejournals and went to xangas. i spent about an hour thinking about how detached i felt from my "friends" lately and how i dont even know some of my best friends anymore, while they all seem to be closer to eachother than ever. i spent an hour thinking how amazing it is that something like livejournal or xanga can bring prople together. but as i was reading i realized that some of these kids are really lame and have changed, and i dont like what they have become, not that its bad how they have changed, just not who i am and i feel abandonned, but at the same time i kinda feel like i abanndonned them, and it may seem shallow or egotistical, but the point is that i dont care. i dont care that these people or myself are not who we used to be, or even who we say we are. but i still feel wierd, sad almost, but not really, wait yeah...sad. well no one is even going to read this, they all have fucking xangas now. lj and xangas are both lame. fuck them. this is the kind of shit that make people want to do drugs, i think.