Stressed the hell out
Right now I'm taking a break from it all...
I know I'm a procrastinator, but I don't do anything about it. I didn't do most of my summer readings and now I will pay for it... with my sleep! I'm so f-cking grumpy right now. I stayed up till 3am-ish to finish my AP Government summer assignment. I have so much luck because he announced that we have an exam tomorrow. My summer assignment+exam makes up 10% of my grade. If I get 5% I still have 95% which equates to an E. I don't know what to do with myself.
To add onto my stress, I'm in a college-bound program named Legal Outreach. Oh my god... no one understands Legal Outreach peeps unless you are IN the program. As much as I explain to others about what I do, NOBODY FRICKEN' UNDERSTANDS!! I mean.. what can I really do about it? It's not that their fault. Yet, all they say are discouraging or retarded crap to me. Sometimes, I just want to snuff the f-ck out of them. -sigh-
There's a sub-program within Legal Outreach called FEM - female empowerment. I got appointed as one of the 5 new leaders. And it is soooooooo time consuming. All the planning, outlining, budgeting, and much more is KILLING me. My other senior partner is still on vacation (which is completely out of my mind since school started already). Being the only senior there, I feel obligated to lead until we delegate positions. I love them and all, but this is so trifling.
I'm really in no mood to do anything. So much to do, so little time.
I have nobody to blame but me. Even so, it's stressful and it's there. It's definitely not going to go away.
My burdens just pile up. This bright layout is not helping. -goes to change layout-
I know I'm a procrastinator, but I don't do anything about it. I didn't do most of my summer readings and now I will pay for it... with my sleep! I'm so f-cking grumpy right now. I stayed up till 3am-ish to finish my AP Government summer assignment. I have so much luck because he announced that we have an exam tomorrow. My summer assignment+exam makes up 10% of my grade. If I get 5% I still have 95% which equates to an E. I don't know what to do with myself.
To add onto my stress, I'm in a college-bound program named Legal Outreach. Oh my god... no one understands Legal Outreach peeps unless you are IN the program. As much as I explain to others about what I do, NOBODY FRICKEN' UNDERSTANDS!! I mean.. what can I really do about it? It's not that their fault. Yet, all they say are discouraging or retarded crap to me. Sometimes, I just want to snuff the f-ck out of them. -sigh-
There's a sub-program within Legal Outreach called FEM - female empowerment. I got appointed as one of the 5 new leaders. And it is soooooooo time consuming. All the planning, outlining, budgeting, and much more is KILLING me. My other senior partner is still on vacation (which is completely out of my mind since school started already). Being the only senior there, I feel obligated to lead until we delegate positions. I love them and all, but this is so trifling.
I'm really in no mood to do anything. So much to do, so little time.
I have nobody to blame but me. Even so, it's stressful and it's there. It's definitely not going to go away.
My burdens just pile up. This bright layout is not helping. -goes to change layout-