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So I finally finished re-reading the Harry Potter series, and I must say that I am extremely anxious for the 6th book to come out this summer. *sigh* Harry Potter is <3. So I'm going home tomorrow.. and even though I'm deathly excited about it, I sort of don't want to go home. I've got so many projects to get done.. and papers to write.. I just can't muster up the willpower to really sit down, concentrate, and work on them. Well, it's not just the work. Certain people are just really irritating me at the moment and I'm not too happy about seeing them. I'm tired of lots of the shit that goes on when I'm home, which is part of the reason why I'm concerned about how my summer is going to work out. Maybe I'm getting too paranoid.. well, we'll see.
So I think I'm over Chris. I haven't seen him in ages.. :-( I'm no longer 'interested' as I was before. I s'pse it's a good and bad thing. Michelle's set me up for a date with her friend Kris, this guy she works with. He seems like a really nice guy. I just don't think I care about it as much anymore.. but we'll see. I'm so aggrivated with my mother. She calls me last night- not to say 'hi' or to ask how I am.. but to yell at me because she can't find her fucking book. Well, she assumed that it was in my room (and it was) even tho I don't remember ever bringing it up there, seeing as how I own a seperate copy. Well, she was happy once she found it- i'm just so tired of her complaints and savage verbal attacks towards me. It's bad enough that I know I tend to lose things and that I often have the memory capacity of a goldfish, but to have her continually bashing me about it.. it's frustrating. And when I ask her to quite it, she doesn't. "I'm only joking around with you, honey." I fucking hung up on her last night I was so pissed. Yay, I get to look forward to seeing her this weekend. Thankfully I won't be around the house too much.
I've gotta call the zoo tomorrow, and let them know I'm available for an interview this weekend, if they're interested. I really hope so. I haven't wanted a job more desperatly in my life. "Don't you wish your girlfriend was hott like me?" haha, I can't get this song out of my head.
Welps, I'm gonna jet and pack up some of my shit for tomorrow. I should be back in rhody by 3.. 3:30 at the latest. Gotta do a laundry, visit the grandparents, visit the fam, then out with lauretta for a few. Then friday.. shopping and bingo night with michelle!! HARRY POTTER THEME! I really think i'm obsessed, ahaha. Over the course of the entire weekend, I've got to dye the roots of my hair, buy some art supplies, do h.w., and such and some. Holly wants me to come and see her play @ salve, but after that fact that I hung up on my mother, I doubt I'll be able to. Not like I can afford anything, btw. I've been flat broke for 12 days now.. and let me tell you, It's positively HORRIBLE. It was so bad.. I couldn't even buy the right supplies for the final construction of my 2d project. I had to use bristol paper instead of illustration (hot press) board, and construction paper instead of canson paper. Eh, I don't think my teacher cared too much. I've been really sloppy lately, which I'm not too happy about.
But this entry is getting too long, so I'm off.