Feb 16, 2004 21:11
Well it has beena horrible 5 days. I was sick up until saturday. Actually saturday night was pretty fun. I went to erins for a bit, and then i got to go to dinner with her and her family. WE went to 3 margaritas. It was really good. Her parents are some of the nicest people. Sunday was blah, i got to go to a hockey game with my mom though. That was fun. I never get enough time with her alone anymore. Today i just worked ona bunch of homework ,went to my music lesson and got dragged to the store. I dont want to go back to the hell hole tomorrow. No one seems to care about me. Its only a matter of if i make them mad. NO one asked me to hang out with them over break. Which made me feel like crap. I thought i was gonna get more of a welcome back home and hang out with people again. I feel like just giving up. I just feel like a 5th wheel everywhere i go. I dont want to feel like it anymore.
Continuing to feel blue...
Eglavasa