Sep 15, 2005 00:12
I've been like trying to avoid my life lately. It seems that whenever I'm at my house someone is fighting, and mostly it's my parents and most of the time it's over my brother. My father is working his ass off and every cent from his paycheck is going towards a lawyer for my brother and my mother's paycheck doesn't cover the bills. Personally I think they should just let him go to jail, because so far keeping him out hasn't done him any good. He still steals from either us or other people, he still lies, he still uses. At least if he's in jail we know he's not using and we know where he is.
I started all of my employment stuff this week. I had to go in and have a physical done and I left the place with like three needle holes. And one of the nurses there said that I was so neat and organized with everything, and that's what she rememebered about me when I went back to have a test read today. ha if she only knew. I am about the most disorganized person I have ever seen.
I also needed a drug test before I canstart working. Let me just say I could never be a criminal. I hated having to have someone else in the room while using the bathroom. It was so awkward. Geez I hope the place doesn't give random drug tests, not that I was gonna do any I just don't like peeing in a cup with others in the room.
I was excited this week gas went down like 10 cents, I never thought I be happy seeing it at 2.99 a gal. I'm going to put myself into debt trying to fill my tank. I think I'm down to like 73 cents and a quater tank left. Hopefully they clear me and my job starts soon. Otherwise I might need to hitchhike or something.