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Well, this is my first entry on LJ. Usually with these sorts of things I only use them for a short while, but we'll see how I go. I'm not quite sure I see the point of this. I mean, i know you can change the settings on who can read your entries, but I'm assuming most people keep theirs public? It feels a bit weird to be posting your own private thoughts on the internet for people to read. It's not like random people are going to read it either, it will probably be people that I know (although I've only added Amy and Yannie so far).
So I'm not sure how open I'll be with my thoughts...but anyway.
Tomorrow is my very last day at school. Ever. While I feel really ready to leave, it's strange to think that I won't be going back. I'm looking forward to the freedom of university, but at the same time I'm scared I won't have the motivation to keep myself on schedule... My mum and dad always give off about me never doing anything for myself, but when I have to I'm fine. It's just that if I don't do something the second it comes up, they assume that I'm not going to do it at all, and then they do it for me. No one is going to do anything for me next year. Which will make me wise up hopefully. That's why I want to go to Strathclyde for uni. It will be a clean break for me to grow up properly and to do things for myself. That, and the fact that it will be class doing whatever I want, lol. Maybe I'll be less of a hermit next year, and go out more. I reckon I will, because I'll be closer to everything, and not living in crummy Bangor! I hope I'll meet some people that are like me social- and music-wise. Good friends. I know people that like the same music as me and like going to the same palces as me, but I don't tend to hang around with them. I have no idea why. Most of all I'd like to join a band. I love singing so much, and the time I was in with Kowalski, I had the best time. It was so nice to be with pople who were as passionate (I hate that word) about what we were doing as I was. I was also pleased with myself because I was coming up with ideas of my own, which they actually liked! lol. The mixing was due to be finished last Friday, so hopefully Paddy will bring me a wee copy of the EP tomorrow night at band.
Well, I've had enough of this for one night. I very much doubt that I will usually write this much, but I thought I should make my first one good.
Love, Lou xx
P.S. Went to see Snow Patrol on Monday there. Fuppin' class.
So I'm not sure how open I'll be with my thoughts...but anyway.
Tomorrow is my very last day at school. Ever. While I feel really ready to leave, it's strange to think that I won't be going back. I'm looking forward to the freedom of university, but at the same time I'm scared I won't have the motivation to keep myself on schedule... My mum and dad always give off about me never doing anything for myself, but when I have to I'm fine. It's just that if I don't do something the second it comes up, they assume that I'm not going to do it at all, and then they do it for me. No one is going to do anything for me next year. Which will make me wise up hopefully. That's why I want to go to Strathclyde for uni. It will be a clean break for me to grow up properly and to do things for myself. That, and the fact that it will be class doing whatever I want, lol. Maybe I'll be less of a hermit next year, and go out more. I reckon I will, because I'll be closer to everything, and not living in crummy Bangor! I hope I'll meet some people that are like me social- and music-wise. Good friends. I know people that like the same music as me and like going to the same palces as me, but I don't tend to hang around with them. I have no idea why. Most of all I'd like to join a band. I love singing so much, and the time I was in with Kowalski, I had the best time. It was so nice to be with pople who were as passionate (I hate that word) about what we were doing as I was. I was also pleased with myself because I was coming up with ideas of my own, which they actually liked! lol. The mixing was due to be finished last Friday, so hopefully Paddy will bring me a wee copy of the EP tomorrow night at band.
Well, I've had enough of this for one night. I very much doubt that I will usually write this much, but I thought I should make my first one good.
Love, Lou xx
P.S. Went to see Snow Patrol on Monday there. Fuppin' class.