need to solve something

Dec 19, 2004 20:43

say i new some one and she wanted to apologise for something and she didnt know what she was apolgising for and she hates the feel of rejection and if she makes friends with one she will have to say sorry to them all which she doesnt want to cuz she only really misses the companie of one what shall the person do ?

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needs to be said... dead_like_mee December 19 2004, 23:15:33 UTC
louay.
this is not a written Apology, or a hate message, this is just gettin things straight with u and i. i dont hate you, altho at times i have, i no u havent done many things to me, buti no for a fact u have bitched about me ALOT, but i have bitched about u ALOT aswell so i cant just call u the bitch, i think u wonder why im not ur friend (if u genrally care) and im not gunna be a harsh hoe, but u relli got to sort urself out, i mean i wish ud be the louay we all used to no, the loving caring, intrested girl we all new u as, and loved alot, i cant say that i dont miss all of us together *running naked very drunk* but yea ever since u slept with sam u have changed, and i dunt understand why u lie so much, i mean i lie bout silly things like fallin out of bed when i genrally didnt, but saying stuff like ur quatre cast we no ur not, so why say it??? i mean we loved u just they way u was u dint need to make things up to make urself better coz there was no need i did relli h8 it when u lied its pretty pointless and childish. then theres this issue bout u sleeping with every1 guy u can, i relli wish ud have more self respect for urself as a women, ur growing and ur still developing and u can relli damage urself by sleeping with guys, not to mention all the STD'S u can get, its not safe and i relli think u shud stop, not just for urself, but for all of us, think bout all of it coz i do still care altho im a stuck up self centerd bitch but thats my problem to sort out, need u to read this and tell me wot u think. and rite back plz. x sofie

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Re: needs to be said... louay_43 December 19 2004, 23:22:13 UTC
i dnt know what it was but something drove over the edge and i felt like i had to and i miss the drunkness as well idnt know what to put so umm....

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Re: needs to be said... louay_43 December 19 2004, 23:22:57 UTC
i felt unwanted and i know that mite sound like im attention seeking but well ya know

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Re: needs to be said... dead_like_mee December 19 2004, 23:24:04 UTC
i can understand that, its just silly of u, u was wanted with all of us, u dint need to sleep with guys to make urself feel wanted,

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Re: needs to be said... louay_43 December 19 2004, 23:25:13 UTC
mmm i spose but it didnt feel like that it felt like we were driffting apart
:<

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Re: needs to be said... dead_like_mee December 19 2004, 23:26:45 UTC
i have said from the start of us not talkin.
id be her friend if she sorted herself out.

its true i wud be...

if things are gettin to much, rite everything down, all the m8s u broke up with with and go down each sayin sorry talkin to them and sorting it all out, that way ull feel better
do stuff to make u feel better not fuckin sum guy coz it makes u feel wanted. do stuff for u.

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Re: needs to be said... louay_43 December 19 2004, 23:28:46 UTC
mmm i spose so i just didnt know where to turn wen i need advice cuz i felt if i sed to one of you lot i think we r drifting aprt i thought u mite think i didnt want to be ur friend so i just resulted to that

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Re: needs to be said... louay_43 December 19 2004, 23:31:07 UTC
i know its pathectic but but it was the only thing i thought would make it better but it obviously didnt

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Re: needs to be said... dead_like_mee December 19 2004, 23:31:24 UTC
i wouldnt of minded i wud of understood that coz i felt like that with pom n san sumtimes
u do understands why i had suc h a problem with everything?
just annoyed me so much how u lost all self respect

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Re: needs to be said... louay_43 December 19 2004, 23:33:38 UTC
i know it would of annoyed me if it happend to u but ididnt know you felt like that and i wasnt sure how to word it and all stuff like that it confussed me and i thought of the worst

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Re: needs to be said... dead_like_mee December 19 2004, 23:35:26 UTC
lou i do miss ya. coz u always cheered me up. u were a gr8 m8, i just need u to sort thingsout, not for me or pom or any1 but for u, i dont relli care. i just cant stand u being llike this, u mentioned u was gunna leave. dont. just sort things out if u dont no how ill help u .

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Re: needs to be said... dead_like_mee December 19 2004, 23:35:58 UTC
i do care****

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Re: needs to be said... louay_43 December 19 2004, 23:36:11 UTC
then plz help me

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Re: needs to be said... louay_43 December 19 2004, 23:38:15 UTC
i dnt wanna sleep with guys but in sum ways it makes me feel better (part from pissing after that burns)

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Re: needs to be said... dead_like_mee December 19 2004, 23:38:17 UTC
i will.
but this is not one of those all chatty in skool n stuff, coz im not redy for that, but i promise u i will sort everything out for u. coz i no things are shit for u atm, and tbh no1 shud be treated like that

wot do u feel bout connexions?

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Re: needs to be said... louay_43 December 19 2004, 23:39:49 UTC
mmm idunno and what u gunna do to sort it

i dnt want every thing to spill i dnt want every one to know what kind of person iam i wouldnt be able to face it

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