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So, Its been a while since I've said anything.. as usual..
Funny how a call from a good friend can change your day and make you happy.
I really think that I will eventually live in Arizona someday. I would love to live in Sedona, but would be happy anywhere there. I just gotta make sure that I teach Leinie to fear snakes, spiders, and scorpions, tho. Reason I say this is that every time I'm watching TV which is usually Animal Planet or Discovery Channel, there is something that reminds me of Arizona. I actually flipped past the Food Network and they were even in Sedona... Wow do I miss that place more than anywhere. I guess it has to do with when I was little and would spend each summer and spring break and summer there. I'd go and visit my grandparents but would spend most of my time outside by myself. I would spend whole days walking around all by myself in the foothills of the desert mountains and be perfectly happy.
Someday, I guess...
I really need to get on some meds so that I can get to sleep at a reasonable hour... I have the worst time getting to sleep until at least 4 or 5 am... I mean, I try and sleep but I end up going to bed at about 1am and just laying there with a thousand thoughts going through my head and NOT SLEEPING. I don't know why I cant sleep, but it seems that I may just need something to get me back on a more regular sleep schedule. It sucks because I'd love to be sleeping right now but I'm not tired at all. The worst part is that when I should be awake in the morning, I spend it sleeping until I have to wake up for work... at 2PM!!! It sucks, I feel like I can't accomplish anything cause the times that I should be doing things is when my body wants me to sleep, and I'm awake at the opposite time. But back to the meds, I hate taking medicine and seeing doctors in general.. Guess I should get over that soon or I'll never sleep regularily.
Well, I have SOOO much I need to get done before this weekend so I should try and sleep. Best friends are getting married this weekend! WooHoo! About time, too! I am so happy for them! I couldn't think of 2 people I'd be happier for. I hope someday to have my life together as well as they do and I'm glad that I have them there for me.
Ok, about that sleep thing.. Gonna give it a try again.
Funny how a call from a good friend can change your day and make you happy.
I really think that I will eventually live in Arizona someday. I would love to live in Sedona, but would be happy anywhere there. I just gotta make sure that I teach Leinie to fear snakes, spiders, and scorpions, tho. Reason I say this is that every time I'm watching TV which is usually Animal Planet or Discovery Channel, there is something that reminds me of Arizona. I actually flipped past the Food Network and they were even in Sedona... Wow do I miss that place more than anywhere. I guess it has to do with when I was little and would spend each summer and spring break and summer there. I'd go and visit my grandparents but would spend most of my time outside by myself. I would spend whole days walking around all by myself in the foothills of the desert mountains and be perfectly happy.
Someday, I guess...
I really need to get on some meds so that I can get to sleep at a reasonable hour... I have the worst time getting to sleep until at least 4 or 5 am... I mean, I try and sleep but I end up going to bed at about 1am and just laying there with a thousand thoughts going through my head and NOT SLEEPING. I don't know why I cant sleep, but it seems that I may just need something to get me back on a more regular sleep schedule. It sucks because I'd love to be sleeping right now but I'm not tired at all. The worst part is that when I should be awake in the morning, I spend it sleeping until I have to wake up for work... at 2PM!!! It sucks, I feel like I can't accomplish anything cause the times that I should be doing things is when my body wants me to sleep, and I'm awake at the opposite time. But back to the meds, I hate taking medicine and seeing doctors in general.. Guess I should get over that soon or I'll never sleep regularily.
Well, I have SOOO much I need to get done before this weekend so I should try and sleep. Best friends are getting married this weekend! WooHoo! About time, too! I am so happy for them! I couldn't think of 2 people I'd be happier for. I hope someday to have my life together as well as they do and I'm glad that I have them there for me.
Ok, about that sleep thing.. Gonna give it a try again.