sloth and the diet kick

[lotuspetl7]

so i've been the laziest person in the world the past week. i haven't gotten out of bed until around 2 pm and then i've just sat around, read or watched tv. at night, i don't sleep til around 3 am and sometimes i forget (okay, bad word) to eat. that has some bad connotations and no it's not that i'm starving myself. it's just that so bored and it's so hot that i don't feel like eating. plus, the house has no food. my mother, the new career woman, is never home to cook. my dad eats like a rabbit now that he has the diabetes and me...well, i'm too lazy to cook anything. even if there were something to cook though, i'd feel that macaroni and cheese would be the option and i hate that stuff! it's not that it's awful, i tried explaining it to brooke once. it isn't any every day meal, it's not even an every week meal. i like it on that rare occasion at which point i savor it! i guess there are alot of foods that are like that. turkey burgers, garlic bread, pasta even!

tomorrow we are having a pooja for good luck i think. i fear that i need it. i am so nervous about life. i think that i can be a minimalist but i don't want to be forever. i want to see my apartment again so that i can take some measurements of how things. i believe that if i do, then maybe i can get an idea of what i can get in and what i can't. maybe over the summer, i can start getting stuff into the place. or even buy stuff that's cheap for the place. this i say after i got a pottery barn catalog today and realized that i can't even afford a napkin ring in that magazine! urgh...i hate money.

okay, i'm going back to doing nothing.