Jan 29, 2006 21:36
and its driving me crazy. I dont like being resentful or condescending but i think i've been both lately. Someone once told me to pray for the people i dont like. It's not working this time. I just want to whack a few people over the head with a wooden club. Is that so bad??? Im frustrated & dont know what to do with this weird energy. I've just gotten used to being really honest and open this last year, so now that i cant really be honest about this feeling, its eating my insides. I used to be so good at burying feelings like this & lying to everyone. But i suck at that now. Im sure that's actually a good sign of some personal growth, but my head feels like its going to pop.
and they all lived happily ever after
...the end.