Jun 13, 2011 23:05
So I've decided to move to California for a while, as things in New York are becoming very stressful, although I'm not sure things will be better there. I'll probably be living with my father, who can be overbearing and a complete jerkass, with emphasis on the ASS.
I do hate his ways, but he's a different person out in California as well, not that that will console me much, which it doesn't.
California doesn't have any public transportation does it? Maybe a few buses? But no trains right?
That's going to be a major change, as I've relied on the MTA for so long it's going to be odd. I will have to get used to it, but maybe out there I'll learn to drive.
I'm worried about my mother though, with me gone she'll be able to get things together freely without having to worry about me being situated.
As long as I get a round trip ticket, I won't have any problems with being there, without one I would be trapped like a rat, and I don't approve of accommodations such as that.
I'm also worried about the crime rate, isn't the level of crime in a lot of parts of California very noticeable? That scares me, but not by much, since I'm not one to stay out late or stay outdoors very long. My father's house is a short walk to the beach, so I'll probably spend my days there, if not on here. I'm not much of a mall rat anymore, so not going to one is fine and dandy.
I do most of my shopping on the internet anyway.
The earthquakes too, I'm scared of getting caught up in one.
Going to California is actually my second plan, but the first one fell threw, since I planned on spending the summer with my friend Cassie, but turns out she's going to be taking summer courses at college, so although she wouldn't mind me visiting...it would be awkward and lonely. So I'll stay a few months (about 1 or 2, but probably 2) in SoCal.
Ugh.
I'm not happy about this at all, but it's what I gotta do.
But before I go I gotta set up my transfer to LaGuardia or York.
I wonder if it's too late to get into a SUNY.
life,
anxiety