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I can't wait to move into a new home and finally have a new life.
To forget about all the years of robbed happiness, and things that could have been.
To finally have a family. In a house where you can sit down and eat homemade meals together every night. Where brother and sister are dancing to music blasting throughout the house or listening to Rush Limbaugh together without being yelled at to turn it down, or off. Where the kids go outside and help their mom tend her garden, like the one we used to have in our old house. Where we all go to the park together and take the dogs. Where we sit and tell stories together, share our lives, have real conversations...where no one feels like a burden, and everyone is welcome and loved.
All these things seem so normal, but they're novelties to me. Having a truly cohesive and happy family is a novelty to me.
But everything is starting to look up now. This is the best thing that could ever happen for us.
We will finally get to be a family, filled with love and happiness and wanting nothing.
To forget about all the years of robbed happiness, and things that could have been.
To finally have a family. In a house where you can sit down and eat homemade meals together every night. Where brother and sister are dancing to music blasting throughout the house or listening to Rush Limbaugh together without being yelled at to turn it down, or off. Where the kids go outside and help their mom tend her garden, like the one we used to have in our old house. Where we all go to the park together and take the dogs. Where we sit and tell stories together, share our lives, have real conversations...where no one feels like a burden, and everyone is welcome and loved.
All these things seem so normal, but they're novelties to me. Having a truly cohesive and happy family is a novelty to me.
But everything is starting to look up now. This is the best thing that could ever happen for us.
We will finally get to be a family, filled with love and happiness and wanting nothing.