Sep 15, 2005 11:45
Der, I am restless.
Putting away all of the wedding presents makes me warm and fuzzy, but at the same time sad (in the nostalgic way) because I had everyone I loved most all around us, and now they are back in their place in the world.
And life goes on.
They say the hardest year of marriage is the first, but I cannot imagine this year being rough at all. We've been together almost 3 years now, lived together almost two (I realized my Welcome to TX party was almost exactly two years back from the wedding) and truly enjoy one anothers company. I am saving the roughest year of marriage for when we have three little ones running around our feet.
I want us back in OK/TX around Thanksgiving, and if not that soon, maybe Baltimore or Dallas for NYE. Ha, maybe both. I have a trip planned to NY/NJ and maybe DC Nov. 5-13th (ish) in case anyone will be in the area. My sister and I are going to hit the east coast and see my grandmother. It's been 21 years, and I would really love to speak with her before she passes. There is a lot to look forward too, and for that I am thankful. I don't want time to hurry up, but I am excited for whatever will come.
The laundry is going and I can hear the clanking of zippers in the dryer. I need to hit the bank today, and spend my allotted 90 mins at the gym. I'll settle for 45, though, as my body is still tired from all the excitement. I'm resisting the normalcy of my day to day life, yet don't know what else I want to do. I'm resisting figuring it out, though, because then I'd have to do it or everyone would know I was choosing not to. ;)
restless