"im the eyes in your radio" :)
i used to have the vapor transmission Cd.. but ash lent it to vincent.. who cannot find it. so finally i made another copy of the CD which makes me happy. yay. me happy. yay. alright. now that im done being happy. hmm. im bored..austin is at work. so is his mom. i have to go home tonight. which sucks. ive been here since friday. i cant stand being home. to depressing. the house is being packed up. mom tells me i have to come home. when im home i just get sad. and she gets pissed because im sad. when im here. im not sad. and she gets pissed because im not home being sad. guys i dont know how i can do this. all i am going to have in canada is my sister. she's the only one who understands. and she hates me. so she wont be there for me. and this is so hard to go through. and im not sure how im going to be able to do it. austin cant take vacations off of work or else he'll get fired and i wont have enough money to come here often. and this sucks all too much. its all too painfull. and i cant do this. im so scared.. please help..