Torn on the inside
Well i don't really know what to say. I have totally been engulfed in the whole myspace thing! That is usually the only thing i have time for. I never really have time to express my feelings on my journal.
My life has been going to crap lately. Nothing seems to go the way that i want it to go. Jeff and I fighting just tears my emotions up on the inside. I try to keep him happy in which it creates difficulties in keeping me happy. I try so hard to make this thing work, but stupid crap happens and it brings back old feelings. Last night it broke my heart, cause he brought back some really old feelings and it hurt and i thought that i was almost over it, but i guess not. So i made one of the hardest decisions in my life last night, and it hurt. I don't know where this road is going to lead now, but i guess i might find out tonight.
I love him, but something has to change.
Trish
My life has been going to crap lately. Nothing seems to go the way that i want it to go. Jeff and I fighting just tears my emotions up on the inside. I try to keep him happy in which it creates difficulties in keeping me happy. I try so hard to make this thing work, but stupid crap happens and it brings back old feelings. Last night it broke my heart, cause he brought back some really old feelings and it hurt and i thought that i was almost over it, but i guess not. So i made one of the hardest decisions in my life last night, and it hurt. I don't know where this road is going to lead now, but i guess i might find out tonight.
I love him, but something has to change.
Trish