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Mar 05, 2005 21:20

I woke up early this morning around 4am
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin' my best to get along
But that's OK
There's nothing left to say, but

Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories I don't need'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me

I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been
So

Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life

Alright, long post mainly cause of the lyrics, but o well. like i mentioned earlier about investments, i proved myself right. these past 6 months proved to be a poor investment. i put time, effort, money (not really lol), and feelings into a girl who was not smart enough, or considerate enough, to think about what someone else besides herself might feel. or who was not smart enough, or considerate enough, to think ahead on what her actions might do to a relationship. i apologize for the mean post a couple days ago, it was in poor taste. but most of all, im sorry, and mainly to myself and to my friends, not to u, for ever getting involved with some1 as shallow as you, and as immature and inexperienced and simply mean, as u. u can all go ahead and say i was mean/immature for that one post, but i tried to fix that as best i could, by taking it away and apologizing for it, and much more besides. people make mistakes, but they should last only a day if more than a minute, like my post, not over 6 months. life goes on. hurt will fade, regret wont. so if u were sincere about anything, ull be worse off than i will, which is some consolation.
this is the last post concerning that manner, if even this is too much for u all, tell me so and i will delete it.
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