Yum Yum. Kiwi.
Right then. I haven’t done this for a while so. Go for it. So I’m sick. But my friends put me in a really good mood tonight so I don’t feel to bad but my head is starting to hurt so my medicine is wearing off. NO NOT THE DRUGS! Anyway, I’m finding making friends a fascinating intellectual exercise from a psychological point of view. I know that sounds really dorky but it’s true. But I feel like with a bunch of the kids I hang out with I have to pull back on my personality. I don’t know what it is. Like around one of my friends I pull back consciously because I know she doesn’t like cursing so I watch my mouth around her to be courteous but with others its different. I feel like I can’t really sing around any of them because they think it’s annoying, I feel like I make jokes that my other friends would find funny but the one person I’m with just doesn’t. I feel like I’m kind of the weird eccentric one. I feel pretty comfortable around Dani but there are even occasions with her where I get the “Beth that was really weird” look. I’m most comfortable with Nick because he is so much like me. We actually talk about musicals or we can talk about Arthurian legend or like we have the same taste in stupid internet humor as was proved this evening. He’s actually the only one I really like hanging out with. Of course I have yet to find someone with whom to make science jokes, made a torque joke in shop the other day and looked REALLY dumb. But eh, I like hanging with Nick, he’s the most fun. Which reminds me, I’ve had 2 conversations with 2 different groups of people today about my sexuality. Apparently, I confuse people. It’s just been the day to ask Beth if she’s a full on lesbian or bisexual and be interrogated about my relationship. Ok interrogated is a bad word people are just curious but I swear if I hear “aww, you two are so cute.” Again for 2 weeks I’ll kill someone. I hope my conversations have cleared up my friends confusions. Its funny because both started out with “this is kind of a personal question but…” it was amusing. Now my room is full of people I don’t know and I want them to leave so I can get in the fridge and I’m so shy to ask one of the girls to move for a sec. I’m plugged into my computer with headphones so I look occupied, but I’m thirsty. Poo. I also want a snack but I’d need a drink. And I sort of want to go to bed but….people. Ick. I don’t feel good. AH! I forgot that the new Celtic Woman CD I was so excited about came out yesterday. I must get it!!! Ok. Night LJ.