After all theres only one more sleep till Christmas
We have come full circle to both of the reasons I was excited to leave home. 1. My plans never work out the way I want them too here, meddling parents. 2. Pointless ridiculous fights with my sister which mess with my day. Sometimes I truly enjoy spending time with my sister and others I’d like to punch her in the face and I remember why I used to hate her. She thinks that she can do something and then when someone does the same thing to her she gets all pissy. My situation. She insulted a friend last night, I told her it wasn’t nice and to apologize. She said she didn’t have to because it was true. I insult one of her friends (in temper, I apologized) and she gets all pissy and seems to think that there is a difference between her action and mine. Her’s was justified and mine isn’t. She angers me. Merry Christmas. And now mom is coming to church when it was just supposed to be me and Katie so there is another wrench in my works. This is so not a very happy return post but now I’m stressed out and have very little time to fix it. Again. Merry Christmas. Come on Jesus, as a present to me since you have been ignoring me for quite some time can things just work out please? Actually I’m not really glad it’s Christmas. I mean, of course I’m happy it’s Christmas but I just don’t like that time is moving way to fast for me. I feel like I JUST got home and now it’s the 24th already. I have to go back to school soon, I have to say goodbye again in 6 days, I always have issues when the year draws to a close because I have issues with change as we all know. Obviously what has happened this year and any other year is in the past but while it’s still this year I feel like I have it still, I dunno, I really don’t but I don’t like new year. I’d rather time stop than move on. But I do like Christmas. I like to watch people’s faces when they open gifts, I do like to give gifts. And I hopefully my family will be less retarded tomorrow. And I can’t stop thinking about my greatest Christmas present of all <3 well I have to shower and go brace mother for church, tata.