It's 5:20 and I can't sleep...
So. I need to actually go to the NYU consuling center thing. Really.
I laid in bed for an hour and a half without being able to sleep, and then started thinking that I was completely worthless, and then just started crying.
According to the random NYU medical center self-diagnosis thingy, I have signs of major depression (duh) and Avoidant personality disorder...which...after looking it up on wikipedia...sort of describes me perfectly.
Of course, looking all of this up doesn't really mean much until I can see a friggin shrink....but....yeah.
I really need to stop putting this off. I'm just paranoid that my mother will find out, since she thinks that I'm perfectly fine....
I laid in bed for an hour and a half without being able to sleep, and then started thinking that I was completely worthless, and then just started crying.
According to the random NYU medical center self-diagnosis thingy, I have signs of major depression (duh) and Avoidant personality disorder...which...after looking it up on wikipedia...sort of describes me perfectly.
Of course, looking all of this up doesn't really mean much until I can see a friggin shrink....but....yeah.
I really need to stop putting this off. I'm just paranoid that my mother will find out, since she thinks that I'm perfectly fine....