May 23, 2005 20:55
I'm taking a little break from my long reading for english. You see i was given a letter saying that if i didnt do three in class essays and one packet test, and if i didnt get a passing grade in all of them, then i cannot pass highschool. meaning i fail, and that i dont walk, and that i take summer school, and that i do not go to florida. I dont want any of these things to happen, but lately i havent been motivated. actually, its not lately, all year i havent been motivated to do anything.
now that it has come to this. i had to think. and i remember in 5th grade, when my teacher was giving us a speech about staying in school, and doing good, she said something that i havent forgotten. she said that at least 60 percent of us in the room, will not go to college. i didnt want that to be me. and now i sit here, and it might be me. i hate this. i remembered thinking that it'd be stupid of me to not end up in college.
i think remembering that, was enough to motivate me that no matter how much work is being put upon me, i shall do it. dooooo it.
with that said, i must go, and finish up my book. hopefully, i dont fall asleep.