mood=desperately angry
yesterday was so aweosme and so wonderful and today has turned out completely terrible. I had to get up early to go to my tutor and then I come home abd screw myself over by eating ice cream so i got in a really bad mood b/c of no protein. now i"m sitting here waiting for him. I expected him at 12 and then at 1245 i called him and asked where he was he said he was eating w/ his PC friends and he would be here by 3, well its 330 and i feel .like im going mad. i have called and called and why couldnt he have called me why doesnt he tell me things. this is all so contradictory its pissing me off. why does my day have to be ruined and he doesnt even know yet. im supposed to spend the night, but maybe i won't? how would that feel? suffer as i do sometimes. feel exactly what i feel. i hope i dont cry, b/c then my mom will be pissed and won't let me do anything. i called andrea but shes in the shower and im at the worst part of my book,....someone occupy me