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I just got back from NYC... It was am amazing time, but too expensive for my own good. We went out to the bars every single night, so FUN.
Anyways, it feels so werid to me that everyone is posting with pictures from the summer and they are all together. I feel sad. I miss everyone so much and i keep wondering if i made the right decesion. I really hope i have, i weighed it out and it seemed to make sense financially... however, i feel empty. This is my first summer EVER without all my friends. Its been eating away at me and i seem to be in a dream state. It's like im not living becuase i am not with the people who shaped me to who i am, and who have been there for me through thick and thin.
I miss you guys so much... i am looking so forward to comming in june (june 15-25) btw leatha is not comming i'll be all by myself which i think is better. I dont want to have to worry about entertaining someone. I want to be selfish and see all of you.
This is me venting. know that i love you guys so much and no distance will take away our friendship. Even if we do not talk as much as we both would like know that i have an undying respect for all of you and that no distance could ever destroy what we have built and accomplished.
Bottom line, i love you. i cannot wait to see you. Please come visit :)
Love, Lolo
Anyways, it feels so werid to me that everyone is posting with pictures from the summer and they are all together. I feel sad. I miss everyone so much and i keep wondering if i made the right decesion. I really hope i have, i weighed it out and it seemed to make sense financially... however, i feel empty. This is my first summer EVER without all my friends. Its been eating away at me and i seem to be in a dream state. It's like im not living becuase i am not with the people who shaped me to who i am, and who have been there for me through thick and thin.
I miss you guys so much... i am looking so forward to comming in june (june 15-25) btw leatha is not comming i'll be all by myself which i think is better. I dont want to have to worry about entertaining someone. I want to be selfish and see all of you.
This is me venting. know that i love you guys so much and no distance will take away our friendship. Even if we do not talk as much as we both would like know that i have an undying respect for all of you and that no distance could ever destroy what we have built and accomplished.
Bottom line, i love you. i cannot wait to see you. Please come visit :)
Love, Lolo