May 22, 2009 01:17
I've been so annoyed and irritated lately. Life just doesn't seem to wanna go my way anymore. I hope that passes. I just don't feel the same anymore.. I don't want to go anywhere, do anything. Sometimes it feels like I'm losing it.
Work is driving me crazy. I can't deal with anymore crazy customers.. Where do these crazy people come from?! Why are they allowed to roam the country?
I would do anything to be more confident in myself. I think that's my main issue in life. :-\ I also have issues with relationships and all of that. Major issues. Sigh. Sorry I'm not good enough guys.. I'm tryin.
I'm so mad that Adam lost American Idol. I vowed to never watch that show years ago and I didn't until my mom had it on and I saw Adam.... and I was shocked by the level of talent (in a sea of talentless idiots). So I watched the rest of the season mainly to hear what crazy, awesome performance Adam would do that week. After having a spot on performance each week (while Kris was going back and forth between bad and good) he lost?! Geez. Oh well, I know Adam will make it big. He's the WORLD Idol. :D It still really got me bummed though. :P
Then I had to deal with customers throwing coupons at me, being weird, retarded, etc today and I just feel like total shit. Please summer, get better. :( This was the therapy I needed after a hellish year of school........ don't let me down!