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The starting Line show was awesome. Its probably one of the best things I've done in a while. Its like you just go to have fun and totally forget about everything thats going on. Its an awesome feeling. but then of course I came home to the same bullshit. Plus new bullshit. You all should be proud of yourselves. Half of you dont realize how much your actions effect people and how they feel. for instance [and ya know what.. you all can bitch me out like a mother fucker. but i dont give a fuck anymore so ya.. anyway] last sunday. I went out with Nicole and Tiffany to the Starting Line right.. we had so much friken fun and it was awesome right.. so Monday was Nicoles bday right.. so Her, Tiff, Amanda, Lisa, and Jacki all went out to dinner with her mom and shit right.. but guess what. I wasnt invited. For someone who sits and tells me to come to school.. she misses me.. she loves me.. and all this shit.. then turns around and doesnt invite me. um. excuse me.. can you say shady? Im sorry. but that was fucked up in plain english.. and people who know her, and people who do not know her definatly agree. I just am confused at the whole thing. But apparently it's because Lisa doesnt like me? Well. If your best friend cared that much about you.. they wouldnt start something about your birthday to ruin it. So ya.. and assuming the fact I didnt know Lisa dislikes me.. there wouldnt of been a problem.. but that was the excuse I got. So ya.. thats all. but.. I just find it fucking HILARIOUS how much bullshit was brought into my life when I came to Eastport last year. Its like one big fucking neverending soap opera. But whatever. Im done with that shit now.. You wanna be my "aquantance" when fine.. but no longer will I befriend someone to be walked all over and lied too. im done with this shit. People in High School dont pull that crap anymore.. it's no more of this he said she said shit. Im through with being in constant pain because of what other people do. So basically.. if you wanna be a friend and be loyal.. then thats fucking awesome and Ill love you for it. But if you wanna be my "friend" then walk all over me, and totally ditch me.. then go fuck off because im not doing it anymore..
Onto a new Subject..
Work. It's not bad I guess. It's pretty easy now. I havent had much hours. but whatever. Im sure the week before Christmas I will and the week after due to returns and shit. The other night me and Liz were in Mens [which was a disaster] and the people in Mens werent doing SHIT. It was ridiculous. by 10:15 I said fuck it. I've been working since 4 in here while they hang out. so I went up front and hung out with Meghan and John. It was fun. lol. The people there are cool. most of them at least.. I get along well. So it's fun to go to work [occasionally] lol. On Saturday Barbara asked me if I wanted to do Service Desk.. so Im gonna train for Service Desk this week sometime. I have a call in on Wednesday.. fun fun..
School. Havent been there. I was supposed to go today... didnt happen. I did get up though. I packed my bag last night, and did my laundry, and I was all ready to go. I got up this morning.. and couldnt do it. So... I didnt. lol. Tomorrows a new day. We'll see what happens I guess right?
Christmas is in like 2 weeks. Thats crazy shit. Im basically done with everyone I guess. Im going with Keith tonight to the mall to finish up some shit.. he's gotta finish some shit too.. so we'll see. We decorated the outside of the house this year... well we do every year.. but this year we spent like $80 on new shit.. so It looks good. I think we are gonna go out and buy white lights and line the roof.. which will look cool So ya.. we might do that.. We'll see I guess. Other then that.. we're basically done...
I've been thinking and writing so much lately it's not even funny. I got published again.. but.. I didnt get the book this time. I did last time and It was dumb.. so I just didnt bother. and some other company emailed me and said they got it forwarded from poetry.com and that they wanted to speak with me or some shit. who knows. I didnt call. Its probably all bullshit. But ya. I've been thinking so much and writing and it's just insane.. I guess it's easier to write when theres something wrong. I stayed up til 3 in the mornign listening to the whole Avenged Sevenfold CD and writing. It was fun.. Who knows.. maybe I'm just odd.
For now. I think thats it. Maybe I'll update sooner then the last time I did.. We'll see.
<3 Lily
Onto a new Subject..
Work. It's not bad I guess. It's pretty easy now. I havent had much hours. but whatever. Im sure the week before Christmas I will and the week after due to returns and shit. The other night me and Liz were in Mens [which was a disaster] and the people in Mens werent doing SHIT. It was ridiculous. by 10:15 I said fuck it. I've been working since 4 in here while they hang out. so I went up front and hung out with Meghan and John. It was fun. lol. The people there are cool. most of them at least.. I get along well. So it's fun to go to work [occasionally] lol. On Saturday Barbara asked me if I wanted to do Service Desk.. so Im gonna train for Service Desk this week sometime. I have a call in on Wednesday.. fun fun..
School. Havent been there. I was supposed to go today... didnt happen. I did get up though. I packed my bag last night, and did my laundry, and I was all ready to go. I got up this morning.. and couldnt do it. So... I didnt. lol. Tomorrows a new day. We'll see what happens I guess right?
Christmas is in like 2 weeks. Thats crazy shit. Im basically done with everyone I guess. Im going with Keith tonight to the mall to finish up some shit.. he's gotta finish some shit too.. so we'll see. We decorated the outside of the house this year... well we do every year.. but this year we spent like $80 on new shit.. so It looks good. I think we are gonna go out and buy white lights and line the roof.. which will look cool So ya.. we might do that.. We'll see I guess. Other then that.. we're basically done...
I've been thinking and writing so much lately it's not even funny. I got published again.. but.. I didnt get the book this time. I did last time and It was dumb.. so I just didnt bother. and some other company emailed me and said they got it forwarded from poetry.com and that they wanted to speak with me or some shit. who knows. I didnt call. Its probably all bullshit. But ya. I've been thinking so much and writing and it's just insane.. I guess it's easier to write when theres something wrong. I stayed up til 3 in the mornign listening to the whole Avenged Sevenfold CD and writing. It was fun.. Who knows.. maybe I'm just odd.
For now. I think thats it. Maybe I'll update sooner then the last time I did.. We'll see.
<3 Lily