thinking..
today was a pretty much laid back day. i came home from my dads, said my goodbyes to des, and then came on here. i have been basically stressing a whole lot lately. over the whole moving to virginia thing. i mean..i've grown up around here in this neighborhood all my life and i'm used to my highschool and the people in it. even though i'm not completely happy and i still find myself searching for something, i'll miss this place. and i've seriously never felt this way about a guy before. i don't know if it's love or what. but it's like i can do or say anything around him and we have the best time together. i don't know. i'm just scared to leave him. when i told him that i was moving..he cried in front of everyone at lunch. =[