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Everything's been really intense lately. i mean xtremely intense emotions and feelings. I've been a real bitch, too. Which i feel bad for but I can't help it. i'm just exhausted and irritable. and for that i apologize. but today in psychology we talked about female-female friendships male-male friendships and female-male friendships. it was really cool to learn about that. he asked if it's even possible for females to have a platonic friendship with males. The difference between each friendship is amazing. The fact that women rely on closeness and comfort, nurture, sharing. Males rely on their surroundings to prompt some sort of conversation while they stand around with their arms crossed. So now i know why none of my guy friends will share anything. But that's cool. I was also kind of thinking, most girls are always saying "i get along with guys better. girls are dumb whores" which is mainly true, but do you think it's true that they also hang around men more for attention? i mean, since men don't really have those deep conversatinons that you can have with a girlfriend. I don't know. seems like girls like guys and girls at the same time although they claim to "hate" girls. but the attention they get from guys makes them feel better about themselves. I have way more girl friends than guy friends. I love the closeness I have with each sex, sometimes guys are easier to hang out with. Depending on what kind of guy he is. They don't expect much out of you. just hanging out with the guys right? yea. but 75% of my friends are girls and i love them all. id rather have close girlfriends than guys. I love the closeness i get and the loved feelings. I have to admit hen I'm around some guys I have no idea how they feel about me. If they say they like me or if they say they hate me, it doesnt matter. they dont share their feelings. so its hard to establish a relationship. maybe thats why im single. maybe ive had these extremely high standards. ive been walking around looking for this "perfect" guy.
The guy that listens to you
& wont try to fix everything. just sit there and listen but talk too.
They guy that will talk to you. talk aka deep conversatinos or just small things. As long as he can keep talking and not bore me.
The guy that will write love notes and stick them in your pocket and then kiss you.
They guy that will buy you roses.
The guy that will walk around secret-free because he's already told you everything you've ever wanted to know.
There's no such thing as a perfect guy. But there is such thing as a good guy. That's what I need to look for I guess.
A lot of discussoin between different people or in classes have revolved around love, boy/girlfriends and such which makes me crave someone to love. Even though I do love someone I don't know. It's like what Alie and Amy said are we ever gonna date or just be in love? i dont know. I have no idea.
im not happy anymore. wow, how long did that last? like 3 days.
hmmm
Well, tomorrow's gonna be a different day... LAST DAY OF SCHOOL and dinner with SARA!!!!! it will be fun.
Then I'll be happy again.
The guy that listens to you
& wont try to fix everything. just sit there and listen but talk too.
They guy that will talk to you. talk aka deep conversatinos or just small things. As long as he can keep talking and not bore me.
The guy that will write love notes and stick them in your pocket and then kiss you.
They guy that will buy you roses.
The guy that will walk around secret-free because he's already told you everything you've ever wanted to know.
There's no such thing as a perfect guy. But there is such thing as a good guy. That's what I need to look for I guess.
A lot of discussoin between different people or in classes have revolved around love, boy/girlfriends and such which makes me crave someone to love. Even though I do love someone I don't know. It's like what Alie and Amy said are we ever gonna date or just be in love? i dont know. I have no idea.
im not happy anymore. wow, how long did that last? like 3 days.
hmmm
Well, tomorrow's gonna be a different day... LAST DAY OF SCHOOL and dinner with SARA!!!!! it will be fun.
Then I'll be happy again.