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I thought I was gonna have one of those nights where I would just chill out and watch some movies and eat some snacks bc my mom wouldnt let me do anything, but now i feel sick bc i ate a lot of candy and mexican food. Now I feel fat and sick and depressed. I feel like I'm lower than everyone else. I havent talked to ANY of my friends in like a week or two and no one seems to notice. well, I lied bc I talk to Amy and Kelly everyday but I mean my friends that I used to do everything with. I don't know. I'm getting tired of not having someone to talk to. I miss those really close friendships that I used to have. It's so frustrating, though. I despise school but at least I see some of my friends. On the weekend it's like...uh nothing. I don't do anything. Everyone is busy. I hate it. My mom was a bitch tonight which is why I couldn't do anything tonight. DSOGJDSGHPOGHH4-H-49H49YH3I'M PISSED.
I feel like all of you are mad at me.
next time you see me just smile @ me. it might make me feel just a little better.
nvm I'm tired. I am also very paranoid. That's my main problem.
grr
Sorry.
ooooh lover
I feel better
I feel like all of you are mad at me.
next time you see me just smile @ me. it might make me feel just a little better.
nvm I'm tired. I am also very paranoid. That's my main problem.
grr
Sorry.
ooooh lover
I feel better