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I just got used to being alone.
And now I don't want to be around people.
I hate when this happens.
And I'm gaining weight like you wouldn't believe.
I worked out really hard tonight.
I feel a little better but I just can't stop thinking about stuff that doesn't even matter.
I'M HAVING CRAMPS!!!!!!!
I feel really unhealthy.
I want to be someone's wife.
I want to be pretty.
I believe I am slowly loosing my mind.
But I still believe in myself because on Friday I almost cried bc one of my friends gave me the nicest compliment. She told me that I was so friendly nad loveable which I never noticed about myself but it's true. I always try to be really nice to everyone no matter whats goingon in my life. And I really love people. But in any case, school is tomorrow but I don't want to do anything but sleep.
Sometimes that's what happens when you're in love. You know, when all you wanna do is lay in bed and daydream about them being beside you. I don't know, I'm dumb.
Now you know whats going on with me, even though i doubt you care.
♥Good Night
ps. i said nad in there instead of and XD
And now I don't want to be around people.
I hate when this happens.
And I'm gaining weight like you wouldn't believe.
I worked out really hard tonight.
I feel a little better but I just can't stop thinking about stuff that doesn't even matter.
I'M HAVING CRAMPS!!!!!!!
I feel really unhealthy.
I want to be someone's wife.
I want to be pretty.
I believe I am slowly loosing my mind.
But I still believe in myself because on Friday I almost cried bc one of my friends gave me the nicest compliment. She told me that I was so friendly nad loveable which I never noticed about myself but it's true. I always try to be really nice to everyone no matter whats goingon in my life. And I really love people. But in any case, school is tomorrow but I don't want to do anything but sleep.
Sometimes that's what happens when you're in love. You know, when all you wanna do is lay in bed and daydream about them being beside you. I don't know, I'm dumb.
Now you know whats going on with me, even though i doubt you care.
♥Good Night
ps. i said nad in there instead of and XD