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Okay. I know. I'm a loser. I haven't updated this thing since I found out I was pregnant... Oops?
A lot has gone on in the past four months so I guess I should start from the beginning. I'm now 6 months pregnant and we're having a little boy! He's really REALLY active. Seriously, he kicks and moves all the time now and it's the coolest thing watching my belly move and jump. I can sit here just watching him for what seems like forever and I could not be happier. And neither could my boyfriend. Denny doesn't show it but I know he gets more excited every single day. He's constantly rubbing my belly or talking to him... I just can't explain how much I love this. Never knew I wanted a family of my own so much until now, when it's actually happening. I seriously can't wait for my little Aidan Wyatt to get here in 15 weeks!!!!
Ah man. My train of thought sucks now. I go from one thing to another... bouncing from one subject to another. Thanks pregnancy. But speaking of Denny and Aidan, is it bad I felt a little smug at the race last night when we ran into Denny's ex girlfriend, Amber? Because seriously, I kinda felt like "Yeah, bitch. Try breaking us up now." This little miss thang has been trying since Denny and I got together to get him back. Whether it's been trying to get him to go behind my back and "hang out" with her or "poor pitiful me. I miss you. Blah blah blah" text messages, this little bitch has stopped at NOTHING to get him to leave me. She even went so far as to text him last year on my birthday, while my grandmother is on her deathbed in the hospital, and tell him that if he left me right then and there she would go with him to the courthouse the next day and marry him. Obviously he told her hell no but it was like this bitch had no regard for anyone but herself! So I guess I kinda felt like maybe she finally got it through her head he has no interest in her whatsoever anymore last night. Does that make me a bad person? =/ Oh well. I guess I don't care.
There is so much more I could talk about and say, but really? I don't want to. It's all depressing. Had a best friend kill himself two weeks ago and it's been rough dealing with it. All I want to say on it is that I miss him and that at least he's in a better place than he was now. I've had enough sadness for a while...
So yeah. I'm gonna get off here and go blow stuff up. =] Happy 4th of July!
A lot has gone on in the past four months so I guess I should start from the beginning. I'm now 6 months pregnant and we're having a little boy! He's really REALLY active. Seriously, he kicks and moves all the time now and it's the coolest thing watching my belly move and jump. I can sit here just watching him for what seems like forever and I could not be happier. And neither could my boyfriend. Denny doesn't show it but I know he gets more excited every single day. He's constantly rubbing my belly or talking to him... I just can't explain how much I love this. Never knew I wanted a family of my own so much until now, when it's actually happening. I seriously can't wait for my little Aidan Wyatt to get here in 15 weeks!!!!
Ah man. My train of thought sucks now. I go from one thing to another... bouncing from one subject to another. Thanks pregnancy. But speaking of Denny and Aidan, is it bad I felt a little smug at the race last night when we ran into Denny's ex girlfriend, Amber? Because seriously, I kinda felt like "Yeah, bitch. Try breaking us up now." This little miss thang has been trying since Denny and I got together to get him back. Whether it's been trying to get him to go behind my back and "hang out" with her or "poor pitiful me. I miss you. Blah blah blah" text messages, this little bitch has stopped at NOTHING to get him to leave me. She even went so far as to text him last year on my birthday, while my grandmother is on her deathbed in the hospital, and tell him that if he left me right then and there she would go with him to the courthouse the next day and marry him. Obviously he told her hell no but it was like this bitch had no regard for anyone but herself! So I guess I kinda felt like maybe she finally got it through her head he has no interest in her whatsoever anymore last night. Does that make me a bad person? =/ Oh well. I guess I don't care.
There is so much more I could talk about and say, but really? I don't want to. It's all depressing. Had a best friend kill himself two weeks ago and it's been rough dealing with it. All I want to say on it is that I miss him and that at least he's in a better place than he was now. I've had enough sadness for a while...
So yeah. I'm gonna get off here and go blow stuff up. =] Happy 4th of July!