when i speak i cross my fingers...
Many things are going on right now. My life is a mix of classes I don't understand, Seth's job problems but also our happiness together, my joy over my acceptance into the journalism program, and my constant job of trying to keep MaryBeth afloat.
I need to sort this all out. I'm getting to confused.
Classes are alright...but I think my American Heritage class is probably one of my hardest classes I've ever had. Not only is it history at Hillsdale and therefore hard, it's honors. I don't know why I'm in it. Kill me now, please. I am constantly being surpassed in that class. It's like there's some waves of knowledge floating around the room in a frequency I can't see because somehow everyone else knows more than I do. English is hard but I love it, so that balances out. French and Art History are cake. I have decided to French minor. Have I mentioned this before? Philosophy is really interesting...but I get sleepy every time class meets. Whoops. Next semester I'm dropping from 18 to 15 credits which will be good because I will be writing for the Collegian more because...
I GOT INTO THE JOURNALISM PROGRAM!!!!!!!! Yay for me! It was one of the reasons I came to Hillsdale so it's damn good I got in...I had to make this big application portfolio and then interview with the program director and assisstant (who I already knew...thank God). I was sweating like none other...haha. Guess it paid off though. The program is endowed so I get some money, which is sweet. I have been waiting for this all year...finally I don't have to worry about that anymore.
Seth didn't get the job he was pretty sure he would get and went to Chicago to interview and stuff. He was REALLY bummed. So now he has to find something else...and he's graduating in a little over a month...
But, on the bright side, we are doing well. Almost five months now. I'm dreading the day we have to say goodbye at the end of the year. Shit. I can't even think about it. AH! But, the love will keep us together I think. Hope. :) He wants to get a job near the 'dale so we can see each other sometimes next year. Sigh.
MaryBeth is an emotional roller coaster, per usual. This morning she was so pissy I was afraid to approach her. Seriously. But now she's happier I guess but when she came in here and did one of her multiple times a day pretend-death-from-homework's on my bed I just kind of ignored her. She was like "I see my tragic death is not having much of an effect on you..." and I was like "well, you do it all the time so ..yah." And she was like alright i'll just go then. Hm. Whatevs. We just spent all spring break together and stuff. I can only take so much MB at one time. Especially when she forgets to take her pill and she's all over the place like this. Seriously. I know that sounds bad but when I'm the only one she really spends a lot of time with her it gets to be overwhelming. She's so bitter about everyone else I just leave and go to Seth's room and then feel bad for leaving her. GAH! Stupid ....
alright, must read C.S. Lewis.
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OH! Also, my dear brother Paul went on Kairos! YAY! He loved it! The tradition continues...lol.
I need to sort this all out. I'm getting to confused.
Classes are alright...but I think my American Heritage class is probably one of my hardest classes I've ever had. Not only is it history at Hillsdale and therefore hard, it's honors. I don't know why I'm in it. Kill me now, please. I am constantly being surpassed in that class. It's like there's some waves of knowledge floating around the room in a frequency I can't see because somehow everyone else knows more than I do. English is hard but I love it, so that balances out. French and Art History are cake. I have decided to French minor. Have I mentioned this before? Philosophy is really interesting...but I get sleepy every time class meets. Whoops. Next semester I'm dropping from 18 to 15 credits which will be good because I will be writing for the Collegian more because...
I GOT INTO THE JOURNALISM PROGRAM!!!!!!!! Yay for me! It was one of the reasons I came to Hillsdale so it's damn good I got in...I had to make this big application portfolio and then interview with the program director and assisstant (who I already knew...thank God). I was sweating like none other...haha. Guess it paid off though. The program is endowed so I get some money, which is sweet. I have been waiting for this all year...finally I don't have to worry about that anymore.
Seth didn't get the job he was pretty sure he would get and went to Chicago to interview and stuff. He was REALLY bummed. So now he has to find something else...and he's graduating in a little over a month...
But, on the bright side, we are doing well. Almost five months now. I'm dreading the day we have to say goodbye at the end of the year. Shit. I can't even think about it. AH! But, the love will keep us together I think. Hope. :) He wants to get a job near the 'dale so we can see each other sometimes next year. Sigh.
MaryBeth is an emotional roller coaster, per usual. This morning she was so pissy I was afraid to approach her. Seriously. But now she's happier I guess but when she came in here and did one of her multiple times a day pretend-death-from-homework's on my bed I just kind of ignored her. She was like "I see my tragic death is not having much of an effect on you..." and I was like "well, you do it all the time so ..yah." And she was like alright i'll just go then. Hm. Whatevs. We just spent all spring break together and stuff. I can only take so much MB at one time. Especially when she forgets to take her pill and she's all over the place like this. Seriously. I know that sounds bad but when I'm the only one she really spends a lot of time with her it gets to be overwhelming. She's so bitter about everyone else I just leave and go to Seth's room and then feel bad for leaving her. GAH! Stupid ....
alright, must read C.S. Lewis.
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OH! Also, my dear brother Paul went on Kairos! YAY! He loved it! The tradition continues...lol.