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[lostundertoluca]

I can't stand this anymore. Brookhaven couldn't help me... They can't help me here.
I wonder if it's possible to be so far gone that--

I just can't.

Comments

[nightmarishvoid]

...You can.

[lostundertoluca]

...

I think it's to the stage of wishful thinking at this point.

[nightmarishvoid]

You're moping.

[lostundertoluca]

I'm grieving.

[lostundertoluca]

.....that you can never come back

[lostundertoluca]

Dead I guess.

It sure feels that way

[imitation0human]

I'm no expert, but you kind of have to want to be helped to be helped.

not that im assuming anything and all

Grief sucks but there are always worse things.

[lostundertoluca]

you don't honestly think I'm enjoying myself.

[imitation0human]

oh i think you do. i mean who doesn't like being a little crazy?

Why would I think that?

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[lostundertoluca]

I don't know, you tell me. you son of a bitch

I honestly wish I could be fixed. I do. It's just the realization that it will probably never happen.
This... guilt.
It won't go away.

[strikes deleted blahblah]

[sawanai]

The doctors haven't been much help for me, either. But...some of the other patients have.

[lostundertoluca]

It's sad isn't it? How that works...

[sawanai]

It's strange. I'm getting more good attention from people here than I ever did at home, or with my other doctors. I-I guess we crazies can understand each other.

[lostundertoluca]

I'm not crazy

I.. I probably am. If I admit it though...
I'll loose everything.

[statics_silence]

Brookhaven never helped anyone.

[lostundertoluca]

Guess not.