windy night
on nights like these i always want to fly,
does that make any sense? maybe not.
I'm trying to reform myself trying to change all those things about me
that everyone else has said that i should have changed except that this time
im trying to change them out of my own free will. whether my atempt will be successful
or not is still to be seen, but ive spent far to much time hating to many people for too
many stupid reasons. and i truly dont know where this change of heart/self came from
but one should always embrace change. only time will tell if this is the rigth decision, to
make and if it is going to be worth it to swallow my pride and try everything out again.
i am hoping that this will work. THIS whatever the fuck that means. at times i catch
myself thinking that this is a stupid move a silly attempt, at change once again, i dont know
what to do...
i guess i'll do it and then when the time comes i will
know if my decision was the rigth one.
gil
does that make any sense? maybe not.
I'm trying to reform myself trying to change all those things about me
that everyone else has said that i should have changed except that this time
im trying to change them out of my own free will. whether my atempt will be successful
or not is still to be seen, but ive spent far to much time hating to many people for too
many stupid reasons. and i truly dont know where this change of heart/self came from
but one should always embrace change. only time will tell if this is the rigth decision, to
make and if it is going to be worth it to swallow my pride and try everything out again.
i am hoping that this will work. THIS whatever the fuck that means. at times i catch
myself thinking that this is a stupid move a silly attempt, at change once again, i dont know
what to do...
i guess i'll do it and then when the time comes i will
know if my decision was the rigth one.
gil