it is....

[lostuinnov]

most of all the inability to name what is wrong with me
that kills me

i feel uneasy i feel overwhelmed and anxious
lost i feel like i am floatin in an ocean of
doubt and insecurities i feel like im in middle skool again
and i fear the outcome of all my choices will be a negative one
in my lies the fear of a young minded insecure pre-teen boy haha

i hate the way it feels and i hate that i kant pin-point it
i wanna believe that it is nothin more than my pre-holiday blues
wich come every year im positive that is all...

sad about nothin in particular...
just sad beacuse i kan i guess

and i feel homesick and i am gonna
miss my lil brothers 1st bday
ugh...

nada mas.

gil