wait what ??

[lostuinnov]

today as i washed loads and loads of mine and erics cloth (wait what!!??)
i wondered how exactly do u become all those things you swore you would never
become... i mean look at me im MARRIED hahah and i dont belive im
marriage but it just feels like the right thing this is not a
complaint contrary of what it looks like but i just i dont understand
how i went from man eatin spinster to little housewife wanna be this is so unlike
me at times i dont recognize myself for the things that i do or say but i guess
its all part of bein in a relationship right ???

ugh i dunno i just its weird doin this all over again my last relationship
is completely erased form my memory like it never happened r sumthing
relationships... how do they get so complex if there so simple to a person
lookin form the outside i swore never to be in one again haa jokes on me hu?
whatev im happy and thats all that matters its just that sumtimes all of this
is just to much for my lil mind to grasp

im dyin to see all my good girlfriends (amanda, cel)

i have nothin else to say

ta ta

gil