surrounded by ppl and alone?

[lostuinnov]

a couple of days ago i was drivin to pick eric up and i
starded to think how alone i feel somtimes its like i cant
help it thats the way that i feel i mean i have eric and i am
realy realy happy with him but sumtimes i am just overwhelmed with this
feelin of lonlines like i dunno like its just me againt the world r sumthing
and i know its stupid but i kant help it i just feel like wow im alone
but im surrounded by all these ppl maybe it is true what my mom said
"ppl like u never change ur always gonna find a way to fuck urself up"
i think it might be true im see but thats the thing ughh i dunno maype i should
get mental help haah it would shurley do me sum good

anywas enough drama for now im exited bout gonin to corpus on sun
and have sum beach fun?? hahaa jk we will

tata for now

gil