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[lostthescript]

meh...
headachey and angsty despite the super cool mellow lo-fi music I'm listening to
I can't tell if Julian is interested in me as I am in him
His internet keeps crapping out in the middle of our conversations

love sucks big time

at least I'm reading more now... whoopie ya-fucking-whooie
I drew the little cut along dotted line thingy on my wrists today
still think that'd be a cool tatoo... not really
I'm not permanently suicidal
...I'm not suicidal at all
just pissed off at my shit-sack of a life
I'm gonna go fucking sleep or something
-Paul