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the rain not only brought my soul back
it brought coldness
I should have re-invented myself when I moved here. I probably still have the chance to since no one knows me. ...
yeah, like I'm just gonna start being the life of the party in a snap of the finger. two and a half months. one friend.
when is this rut I'm in ever going to end?
what is so different about me that I am always slightly antisocial, even since childhood? I can't figure out why I have a deterence to initiating social interaction.
it would help if I didn't have to go to bed at a reasonable hour to go to fucking work the next morning.
jesus fucking christ
-Paul
it brought coldness
I should have re-invented myself when I moved here. I probably still have the chance to since no one knows me. ...
yeah, like I'm just gonna start being the life of the party in a snap of the finger. two and a half months. one friend.
when is this rut I'm in ever going to end?
what is so different about me that I am always slightly antisocial, even since childhood? I can't figure out why I have a deterence to initiating social interaction.
it would help if I didn't have to go to bed at a reasonable hour to go to fucking work the next morning.
jesus fucking christ
-Paul