True sadness
Well.... I have felt true sadness today. This is the time of year when its good to have the person that loves you always and always cares for you. Tonight I dont have that, and I wont have that christmas day either. No matter how bad I want her here with me, I cant have her here. so I am spending christmas eve and christmas day without her. Today was the only time ever I have felt empty and so lost.. I hear people say how sa they are, and then I hear there reason, and now I just laugh to myself.. you people are so ungreatful for what you have and always will have. I have felt true sadness for the first time tonight. Losing a girlfriend or boyfriend hurts, but what I have lost tonight is much greater than that. All I want is her to be with me now