"I feel like..."
"... feel like what?" (can anyone name what movie that comes from?)
I feel like I might have missed an opportunity.
And at the same time I'm scare I might miss another.
Does anyone else every feel that way? I'm constantly questioning my decisions. I give advice to people, and yet I don't know how to follow it myself.
How does one wait patiently for love to find you, and yet at the same time go after it as it looks like it might be passing by?
Not quite two years ago I got the feeling that I was passing by an opportunity because I was taken. I hate that feeling of having so many people interested and available when I'm not. Where are they when I AM available?
Don't get me wrong, I'm not in a hurry to get hitched to the first guy that comes along. I'm just scared I'm not gonna have the right balance of being interested, and not being clingy.
I just wish we could all say how we are feeling, and lay it all out on the line so it's clear, that way we don't have to play the guessing games. I know most guys don't mean to do this. I know I don't, and yet I feel compelled to follow some unknown set of rules about how to proceed. It sucks.
Believe it or not, it feels like being in english class in high school. I would have small anxiety attacks over not know what the exactly correct answer should be. I'm a math and science guy. I'm a musician. Everything is calculated, and has a right answer. But I couldn't handle situations where there isn't a right/wrong answer.
And so, I think the reason I lay here a bit down is because I feel lost. And I always will until I find the one who completes me. I thought I had, and perhaps on some level, I fear I'll end up back here, again and again.
All I want is someone to love, who will love me back.
I'm suddenly jealous of Sleeping Beauty. She got to sleep until her prince came and woke her from her slumber. Of course, it is possible those years of sleeping were filled with nightmares. lol That would be my luck anyway.
Well, off to sleep I go, hoping I will wake to find my prince charming waking ME with a kiss, or my knight in shining armor come to rescue me from my bleak existence. Or perhaps someone who wants to come share my mundane life, and turn it into bliss.
Yes, I am a hopeless romantic.
Come quickly, sweet prince, where ever you are.
I feel like I might have missed an opportunity.
And at the same time I'm scare I might miss another.
Does anyone else every feel that way? I'm constantly questioning my decisions. I give advice to people, and yet I don't know how to follow it myself.
How does one wait patiently for love to find you, and yet at the same time go after it as it looks like it might be passing by?
Not quite two years ago I got the feeling that I was passing by an opportunity because I was taken. I hate that feeling of having so many people interested and available when I'm not. Where are they when I AM available?
Don't get me wrong, I'm not in a hurry to get hitched to the first guy that comes along. I'm just scared I'm not gonna have the right balance of being interested, and not being clingy.
I just wish we could all say how we are feeling, and lay it all out on the line so it's clear, that way we don't have to play the guessing games. I know most guys don't mean to do this. I know I don't, and yet I feel compelled to follow some unknown set of rules about how to proceed. It sucks.
Believe it or not, it feels like being in english class in high school. I would have small anxiety attacks over not know what the exactly correct answer should be. I'm a math and science guy. I'm a musician. Everything is calculated, and has a right answer. But I couldn't handle situations where there isn't a right/wrong answer.
And so, I think the reason I lay here a bit down is because I feel lost. And I always will until I find the one who completes me. I thought I had, and perhaps on some level, I fear I'll end up back here, again and again.
All I want is someone to love, who will love me back.
I'm suddenly jealous of Sleeping Beauty. She got to sleep until her prince came and woke her from her slumber. Of course, it is possible those years of sleeping were filled with nightmares. lol That would be my luck anyway.
Well, off to sleep I go, hoping I will wake to find my prince charming waking ME with a kiss, or my knight in shining armor come to rescue me from my bleak existence. Or perhaps someone who wants to come share my mundane life, and turn it into bliss.
Yes, I am a hopeless romantic.
Come quickly, sweet prince, where ever you are.