catching up...
on life...i've been so busy to even remember how to spell my name...i've had good times and bad over the last couple of weeks...i don't even know if i want to get into it all...should i?...or maybe just the ones that stand out so i don't bore people...i'll make one of my famous lists:
-my studio at work is still closed...office work somedays fun somedays not so much (<--to quote big john)
-still have 2 jobs and school...insane i am
-been hanging out with the new matt almost nightly...yay new friends...that do confuse me...but that's another story
-hazMatt has been paying a lot more attention to me...but he's still trouble...and promises cuddles tomorrow night...we'll see if it actually happens...
-having 2 out of 3 matts around makes me kinda realize as much as i want a relationship i kinda like bein single
-dropped one of my classes cause i was getting overly stressed with everything on my plate...still not caught up with the ones i still have
-being overly stressed makes me hella sick
-we've had a monsoon...and there is still more to come (since xmas we've more than doubled maybe close to tripled our annual rainfall)
-because of the monsoon i've noticed how pretty where i live is...once everything is growing in from being burnt down this summer
-had the worst photo shoot experience...models canecelling on me everyday for almost a week
-model finally came though and it all worked out...and i love my negs so much
-after photo shoot all new ideas came flooding into my brain...i am hella excited
-just had a fight/make up party with my fellow magazine friends...we got it all off our chests...i hope
-my insomnia has kicked back in...it goes in waves or just one big cycle
-i believe birthday prom has been cancelled...as of tonight...i can't reallistically afford it with buying plane tickets and bills...and woman is getting a puppy?
-looked for plane tickets...kinda pricey...gettin nervous that i won't be able to come home
-was poor until the other night when my tax returns came in and saved my ass for my payment on jett
i think that's enough for now...all i know is i'm tired and stressed and i think one day i will spontaneously combust if i don't get some sleep
-my studio at work is still closed...office work somedays fun somedays not so much (<--to quote big john)
-still have 2 jobs and school...insane i am
-been hanging out with the new matt almost nightly...yay new friends...that do confuse me...but that's another story
-hazMatt has been paying a lot more attention to me...but he's still trouble...and promises cuddles tomorrow night...we'll see if it actually happens...
-having 2 out of 3 matts around makes me kinda realize as much as i want a relationship i kinda like bein single
-dropped one of my classes cause i was getting overly stressed with everything on my plate...still not caught up with the ones i still have
-being overly stressed makes me hella sick
-we've had a monsoon...and there is still more to come (since xmas we've more than doubled maybe close to tripled our annual rainfall)
-because of the monsoon i've noticed how pretty where i live is...once everything is growing in from being burnt down this summer
-had the worst photo shoot experience...models canecelling on me everyday for almost a week
-model finally came though and it all worked out...and i love my negs so much
-after photo shoot all new ideas came flooding into my brain...i am hella excited
-just had a fight/make up party with my fellow magazine friends...we got it all off our chests...i hope
-my insomnia has kicked back in...it goes in waves or just one big cycle
-i believe birthday prom has been cancelled...as of tonight...i can't reallistically afford it with buying plane tickets and bills...and woman is getting a puppy?
-looked for plane tickets...kinda pricey...gettin nervous that i won't be able to come home
-was poor until the other night when my tax returns came in and saved my ass for my payment on jett
i think that's enough for now...all i know is i'm tired and stressed and i think one day i will spontaneously combust if i don't get some sleep