christmas break?
i really dont know what to tell you guys. i have problems . people give you a mindless hug and a pat on the back and tell you "im sure things will be okay". you flash them a weak smile. and they walk away. and you dont see them again. thats how it is. yeah, im pretty sure people care, but they have bigger and better things to do. friends float away not because you can help it. you're alone, maybe because you want to be. it hurts so much, i wish i was numb, i wish for lots of things, it seems like God really hates me. i really want the tears and pain to stop. humans can only tolerate so much. time flies, right? i'll be okay in no time then. this is by far the worst time of my life ever. but like people say, im sure i'll be be okay
im sure i'll be okay.