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so.... I'm really gettin sick of being here. I want outt of this fucken house and fucken town sooooooooo bad. I hate it here and cant stand it. I do everything around my house including dishes everyday, cleaning up after my parents which includes picking up there stupid beer cans or alcohol bottles. I hate it... and trishas never here so that leaves me to do EVERYTHING. and she keeps maken plans without asking anyone assuming that its ok. Like she called chelsea and said that her and i were gonna go down to visit her and we got the pricing all figured out and then today my dad talked to chelsea and now were not going, but might pay for a train ticket to get chelsea and clowey up here. But i was looking forward to it because i would be getting out of this house, davison, and michigan.... all in one trip. I dunno... sometime in october the parentals are going on a trip, leaving friday and coming home sunday night... and most likly trisha will be spending the night at her b/fs all weekend... so i will have the house to myself. it is very well needed let me add. I've been so frusterated and depressed latly and i dont know why... nor can i fix it... It's like... i just don't care. I don't care about anything.... I've pushed everyone away so that now... there is actually only 1 or 2 people that I'm close with. I have problems... and.... i need to fix them... but i dont know how. :/ grrrrr....