Start of something new
Sometime has passed since Lesley sent me that text one day telling me that we can never see each other anymore because her new boyfriend was a jealous fuck. From that day one I went on living my life day to day with complete utter depression and anger. Days went by and it was hard on me until the point where I found myself being antisocial and bitter. I lost some friends along the way because of that, which I will tell you the story of Linda in another blog of its own. Anyways...
I knew I was reverting back to my old ways.. I had to get up and get out of this rut and stand up once again.
I went on seeking to meet up friends I had seen in over a while, I did an Art walk with Yami and Grace at one point, went to a Brazilian Fest with Jose, and Finally tried to meet up with Dalia at Chus restaurant that Gina and Laz told me about.. unfortunately that night didn't turn out as planned, Dalia failed to come because she gotten drunk and gone somewhere else, which was no surprise. I got to the place a bit early so I decided to grab myself a drink, As I looked to my left side there was some of Lazs friends I had met last year at Tobacco road, but wasn't that really close to go over there table. As I waited for Laz and Gina to show up time went by and I knew it was getting late. I wanted to make the best of it so eventually went to Gina's friends that were on the dance floor swaying to some goth type music. I remembered his friend Paul and Edda and tried to remind them who I was, eventually they figured it out. They introduced me to there friends Jess, John and then there was Melissa for a moment I had a flash back as where I had previously known her, but couldn't put my finger on it. I didn't try to probe to much because she was with this John character which I thought was her boyfriend. The night went on and Jess was upset because her date turned out to be total loser. Oh yeah I forgot to mention the guy Jess was with.. mainly because he didn't make an odd impact. The guy was suppose to be her date, but the guy was so out of it as if he was high that he was quiet and eventually walked out on her. So anyways.. Jess was upset, of course me being the nice guy tried to cheer her up. Mind you Jess wasn't ever my type, she was a bit on the heavy side, but I wasn't a jerk, somehow I felt her pain because I had someone leave me too. I offered her some drinks and socializing like anyone would do, but she started to think I was on to her, that's when I realized I needed to disengage and try to find a way to let her know I was being friendly and nothing more. Thats when a blast from the past walks in.. I see Amy Reyes, she use to have the biggest crush on me back in high school and was short and cute, but she had some problems in the past that never worked out between us. I approach her and her boyfriend and proceed to make small talk on the side. At least I get to get away from Jess a bit for the time being. We end up catching up and then notice the group start to leave. So I part my ways and say goodbye to Amy.
As I walk outside I notice Laz and Gina outside in there truck and the group all huddled together asking why Laz wasn't going to stay. As I start to say Goodbye to everyone I lock on eyes towards Mel, in my mind it still plagues me of where I know her from. I briefly ask her if she had a sister or if we met somewhere and she with her cute smile politely says she was an older sister, So I know that couldn't be it and we kind of leave it at that. For some reason I know I was suppose to be there that night.. because it wasn't the last time I saw Mel. As you will soon discover in my upcoming blogs.
This story took place 3 months ago and the following stories to come will be about what happened throughout
I knew I was reverting back to my old ways.. I had to get up and get out of this rut and stand up once again.
I went on seeking to meet up friends I had seen in over a while, I did an Art walk with Yami and Grace at one point, went to a Brazilian Fest with Jose, and Finally tried to meet up with Dalia at Chus restaurant that Gina and Laz told me about.. unfortunately that night didn't turn out as planned, Dalia failed to come because she gotten drunk and gone somewhere else, which was no surprise. I got to the place a bit early so I decided to grab myself a drink, As I looked to my left side there was some of Lazs friends I had met last year at Tobacco road, but wasn't that really close to go over there table. As I waited for Laz and Gina to show up time went by and I knew it was getting late. I wanted to make the best of it so eventually went to Gina's friends that were on the dance floor swaying to some goth type music. I remembered his friend Paul and Edda and tried to remind them who I was, eventually they figured it out. They introduced me to there friends Jess, John and then there was Melissa for a moment I had a flash back as where I had previously known her, but couldn't put my finger on it. I didn't try to probe to much because she was with this John character which I thought was her boyfriend. The night went on and Jess was upset because her date turned out to be total loser. Oh yeah I forgot to mention the guy Jess was with.. mainly because he didn't make an odd impact. The guy was suppose to be her date, but the guy was so out of it as if he was high that he was quiet and eventually walked out on her. So anyways.. Jess was upset, of course me being the nice guy tried to cheer her up. Mind you Jess wasn't ever my type, she was a bit on the heavy side, but I wasn't a jerk, somehow I felt her pain because I had someone leave me too. I offered her some drinks and socializing like anyone would do, but she started to think I was on to her, that's when I realized I needed to disengage and try to find a way to let her know I was being friendly and nothing more. Thats when a blast from the past walks in.. I see Amy Reyes, she use to have the biggest crush on me back in high school and was short and cute, but she had some problems in the past that never worked out between us. I approach her and her boyfriend and proceed to make small talk on the side. At least I get to get away from Jess a bit for the time being. We end up catching up and then notice the group start to leave. So I part my ways and say goodbye to Amy.
As I walk outside I notice Laz and Gina outside in there truck and the group all huddled together asking why Laz wasn't going to stay. As I start to say Goodbye to everyone I lock on eyes towards Mel, in my mind it still plagues me of where I know her from. I briefly ask her if she had a sister or if we met somewhere and she with her cute smile politely says she was an older sister, So I know that couldn't be it and we kind of leave it at that. For some reason I know I was suppose to be there that night.. because it wasn't the last time I saw Mel. As you will soon discover in my upcoming blogs.
This story took place 3 months ago and the following stories to come will be about what happened throughout