I stand alone...
Once again I am back where I started, its like someone hit the reset button and now I am alone. I decided to not be with Lesley anymore because my feelings for her were growing strong, I mean what does she expect after being her so long. I just cant bare the fact that she chooses to go back to her ex and just seeing that brings me pain. so I decided to get out while I still could. Other friendships ended as well, but maybe its for the best. I get to start new and fresh and meet new people. I wont forget what I gained though from each and everyone I met this year its always a new experience and way of looking at things, in the end through the struggle it makes you stronger.
I will miss Lesley though, she really was something, so many good memories this year and adventures.
I will miss Lesley though, she really was something, so many good memories this year and adventures.