May 17, 2011 22:29
Its been a week since I last spoke to Lesley. I felt like I needed to get away from her and all the jealousy and mixed emotions that were getting to me. In a way it has help me feel more stress free.. I been spending more time with old friends. The other night we hit up this bar everyone kept mentioning to me about "Bougiesville Old Tavern, for some reason I decided to embark on a small adventure with them. The night was going great me and Jose waited for the rest of the group to show, but in the meanwhile we talked about women in our lives and I gave Jose some advice on a certain friend of mine he was interested in. After a few round of beers Laz and His gf showed up along with Jimmy another old time friend. We just chatted and made jokes until the band set up and started playing. As we got lost in the awesomeness in the music from the corner of my eye I thought I saw someone who I has a small time crush for the longest, but wasn't sure it was her. for a moment our eyes locked trying to figure out who we were. I guess Mary didn't recognize me and I wasn't a hundred percent sure because it was a bit dark, but I couldn't help but let that opportunity go. I went to go look for her as I made my way from the crowd, but she wasn't there. In a way this wasn't the first time we went to the same show and didn't even realize it. Its like our paths are trying to cross, but maybe its not time yet.