Work, Interviews, and Lesley
Lately as I mentioned earlier I have been busy with work. Me and my boss are responsible for our department alone and things have gotten busier now that we have an inspector coming to the store. A lot of stores around the district failed to pass the requirements. Its even harder for us because other departments have usually staffed at least four or more people where we are barely just two.
Job interviews as well have been going good. I had some here and there, but I think the one that I really want to go for is working for Wachovia. The whole environment is far beyond what I imagined. The first meeting was in downtown a top the 38th floor. Right away as I got to the top you could see the magnificent city view of the whole downtown. Of course I was a bit nervous when I got there because I had imagined it was going to be a group interview, which I am never good at those and it was. I did my best and gave as much background info. Now i just have to wait for the official interview so I can hopefully land that job. So I been busy with that that I needed a little change of pace. I decided to hit up the clubs with Lesley and my cousin that was in town to run the marathon. The night didn't go as planned I got into a fight with Lesley s new friend Kathy. I just couldn't stand there whole lesbian display at the club, and Lesley tells me she is straight, which I find to believe anymore. So towards the night as they were trying to sober up Lesley's friend starts making fun of me talking like she knew me that well, but of course that was the alcohol talking and thats when I lose it. I just storm off towards the car. I would have left, but I stayed for my cousins sake. That night I called her up trying to fix things and the misunderstanding about something, but all she did was laugh when I mentioned the ring I was wearing, she had thought I met someone supposedly.
I regret bringing Lesley back into my life she hasn't changed at all. She mentioned that she missed my cooking and how I would sing to her a week ago and of course I was too kind hearted to give her a second chance. Im staying away from her for a while and just keeping her at a friend level. I know she cares somewhat because that night of the fight she tried calling me back seven times trying to apologize. I called the next morning when I had cooled down and worked it of course, but its strange how she see´s me as only a friend after how close we have gotten. All of this has me confused. I need someone who doesn't play games and is mature about things.
Job interviews as well have been going good. I had some here and there, but I think the one that I really want to go for is working for Wachovia. The whole environment is far beyond what I imagined. The first meeting was in downtown a top the 38th floor. Right away as I got to the top you could see the magnificent city view of the whole downtown. Of course I was a bit nervous when I got there because I had imagined it was going to be a group interview, which I am never good at those and it was. I did my best and gave as much background info. Now i just have to wait for the official interview so I can hopefully land that job. So I been busy with that that I needed a little change of pace. I decided to hit up the clubs with Lesley and my cousin that was in town to run the marathon. The night didn't go as planned I got into a fight with Lesley s new friend Kathy. I just couldn't stand there whole lesbian display at the club, and Lesley tells me she is straight, which I find to believe anymore. So towards the night as they were trying to sober up Lesley's friend starts making fun of me talking like she knew me that well, but of course that was the alcohol talking and thats when I lose it. I just storm off towards the car. I would have left, but I stayed for my cousins sake. That night I called her up trying to fix things and the misunderstanding about something, but all she did was laugh when I mentioned the ring I was wearing, she had thought I met someone supposedly.
I regret bringing Lesley back into my life she hasn't changed at all. She mentioned that she missed my cooking and how I would sing to her a week ago and of course I was too kind hearted to give her a second chance. Im staying away from her for a while and just keeping her at a friend level. I know she cares somewhat because that night of the fight she tried calling me back seven times trying to apologize. I called the next morning when I had cooled down and worked it of course, but its strange how she see´s me as only a friend after how close we have gotten. All of this has me confused. I need someone who doesn't play games and is mature about things.