This Summer Sux
This has been one of the worst summers in my life. God, every year it gets worse and worse. I sometimes just hate my life. I ruin everything. I ruined the trust of one of my friends because I have a fucking big mouth. I just sometimes wanna just run away and never look back. Half the time I don't even think about the long term effects of my actions. I just do things and never think what going to happen next or whatever. God....why can't you ever help me with my problems, why can't you help me see the right and wrong of things, and why when I ask for forgiveness it seems like I'm not forgiven......Life has been so hard since school ended. I feel like I going to ruin my life really bad soon, I don't know how, but it seems like its going to get ruined. I can't wait till I get out of this fucking piece of shyt city and forget everything in it.....It really sucks.