Jan 19, 2005 11:44
Wow. It has been FOREVER since I wrote in here, so anyone checking in on me is probably wondering where I went. LOL. I just turned 26 on Saturday. I can NOT believe I am that old. *UGH* Still without a job, although Caitlin told me that there is an opening at her job up in Mass. I don't have the money to move out, and I think the commute would kill me. Sad to say, not much as happened since October. Christmas was horrible for me. Was REALLLLY sick, so I didn't get to even celebrate. Dad was in NY with his girlfriend and my brother and sister were at my mom's. I couldn't even make it there. I spent the day laying on the floor until my mom showed up around 4 wanting to take me to the E.R. I chose not to go. I felt better the next day, just weak. Hmmmmm....what else? I was in the hospital at the end of October and into November for a severe panic attack. Doing better from that now. Have been working with doctor's and meds to control the anxiety and I'm doing better being out in public. Especially with my friends. Still the closest of friends with Ally, Mo, and Alayna. I saw Ally and Alayna the day after my birthday and Ally stayed until Monday. We went shopping and I got a new DVD player, some DVDs, some clothes, some CD's and got hit on. Sunday night the three of us went to T.G.I.Friday's for dinner and drinks and stayed until they closed at 1 a.m. We had so much fun. I wore my "Birthday Girl" tierra which drew some attention. I had gotten a green balloon, but I have no idea where it went. Hmmmmmmmmm. Then Alayna and I took Ally to the Amazing Superstore for her first time. I hadn't been there since I went with my cousin, Alayna, and some friends from school Graduation weekend. Hilarious. I'm sure you can guess what that is. I guess that is all for now. Pretty pathetic, huh? Hopefully I can write something a tad bit more interesting soon. Hell, I just hope I remember to post in here! *L* Keep in touch, y'all.